I am having one of those days.

No, most of my days are "one of those days". This is extra. IDK how to put it into words. I'm completely miserable. Everything is wrong, and I just want to cry and sleep. Just existing is painful.

I miss happiness and comfort. I miss not being stressed out, sickly, and exhausted 24/7. I'm starting to wonder if there's a light at the end of the tunnel. My whole brain is just doom today. Maybe I just slept badly. Or maybe I'm just being realistic today. How can I know?